w0 Ya0 FeN Sh0u Ke Yi MaHz..??!!!

I cant take it animore.. if eu take mie as a anak patong yg tkder perasaan,plz lah.. d oni ting tat i cn tell eu tat im much worse than eu.. if eu tink eu can do tat to mie,i cn do 10 ten times den eu.. eu urself noe tat many ppl r cuming bek to ma lyfe.. rosz.. fifi... n eu urself cant stand it.. n at d end of d dae,eu wld oni sae sorry.. sae sorry den do it again.. watz d use ne..?? i oso cn do tat.. but plz hor.. ni yao jas,chi lor.. w0 hai yo rosz de.. wo pu yao ku.. wo yao ta ni ke yi mahz..?? ta jas.. wo yao ta ni de jia ren ke yi mahz..??!! ni men ha li yong wo men de.. pei ha men li yong wo men de kan ching.. nbcb..!!!!! wo yao fen shou lerr.... wo hen xing ku leh.. go from ma lyfe den dun cum bek.. im sick n tired lor... eu tink wat.. game uh... game oso got rules ehk..

LeGa HaTi Ku.. At LazT..

yesterday go mit her at tpy.. basically at her hze lor.. wen i smpai,ma lil prince n manje maseh tgh bobok.. den few minz ltr,iki came.. den iki selit sblah manje.. den aleh2 bunyi org jatoh.. mie n mida pusing.. den iki kelam kabot dok blakang kiter.. check2 manje tido,pusing2 abeh jatoh mcm nangka busuk sak.. kiter 3 da ketawa terbahak-bahak... den manje sae aduh..! den he look left right den dier naek alek kat katil dier.. den he sae to iki siang smpai.. kirakan nk tukar topic nk tutop malu uh.. mie n mida kat bwh da ketawa2... hahakz... den ma lil prince bgn... n asked mi bam wif him.. den mida sae mak kau,kau tknk ajak bareng sblah kau.. hahakz.. den i haf to mandikan aiman.. walau.. aru kena air sejuk abeh lari kat aku peluk aku.. basah lah seyy aku nyer suar.. hahakz.. den he sae dady nk kong.. hahakz..

den i got scolded from cik nilam.. she sae nk kuar ngan anak dara org gie la uma dier amek.. den i sae la.. tk sempat aku nk beri salam,mama kejar ngan penyapu nnt.. den she sae no la.. she sae mama expecting mie to naek uma.. den i go lor.. den i kena disturb by mama lah seyy.. malu lah seyy.. but okae la.. i continue ma story ltr.. nid go werk..

~ TiRiNg LaH SeYy.. ~

da brapa lamer seyy tk update blog.. haish.. too bz i tink.. hahakz... bz wif werk uh.. n ma wifey n son too.. wakaka.. b4 go werk go mit them.. haiya.. d 1st time i met her waz on d 12 0f April.. hahakz.. den something hppn.. afta dat go mama hze.. yuyul burfdae party.. hahakz.. mama pekik nama aku sekuat-kuat tidak.. coz aku terlentang kat katil instead of helping at d kitchen.. wakaka.. pnat la.. maklum lah.. org dilamun cinta mah.. cnnt be blamed lah seyy.. 0n d 17th 0f April,i went go fetched her den sent her go for her kuda kepang training.. kat eunoz.. where i left mamy gee.. for being prangai lazt year.. belo.. she cry,org nk pujok,uat prangai.. aku geram aku tglkan dier.. hahakz.. den i wait until dier da bez training.. den wen she tgh training,derz diz 1 part tat dier uat lembot lah seyy.. bleh cair aku.. wakaka.. serious2.. den skali her ex msg her.. pnggil bb.. i didnt sae anitink uh.. cant be bothered wat.. den dier gado ngan ex dier.. haish..

den in d buz,dier nangez.. aku jgk yg kena pujuk.. nangez silence killer sak dektu.. hahakz.. da nak smpai aru aku perasan dier nangez.. she scared of losing mie.. hahakz... aper saje la.. she sae tat im easy going,loving,caring n loves kidz... who dun love kidz.. kidz are adorable.. rite??? hahakz... den she sae sejak dier knal bby,her lyfe change.. she nt tat wild animore.. lyke lazt time.. hahakz.. now i can get along wif d mom n cik nilam.. hahakz.. tapi klakar uh.. mana iki kena rogol ngan manje.. aku kena ngan mida.. abeh tu adik beradek gie toilet tak tau nk tutop pintu plak tu.. mangkok jek.. hahakz... started to werk bek.. wakaka.. klakar uh tmpt keje aku nie.. wakaka... pagyk go uma bini from der go werk.. unlezz i werk morning den i wont mit her lah.. hahakz.. nid ma rez oso.. if not i cant werk.. no energy... hahakz...

A WoNdErFuL dAe..!

Arghh.. went to ma wifey hze awhile.. by d time bb smpai wif iki,dey still ngorok-ing.. hahakz.. den iki k.o kat sblah hujung.. sblah iki waz mida son.. aiman.. den mida den last was mie.. hahakz.. den all sleep.. except mie den skali aiman terbgn.. da smua tak leh tdo.. den mida on citer tom n jerry kids.. bknnyer anak nyer tau yg tgk.. mak nyer yg tgk.. khusyuk plak tu.. den she pinch mie.. she love to pinch mie.. den she hug mie.. wen im abt to sleep den she hug mie n sae "bb........" den she sae dun sleep.. trpaksa kena bgn.. hahakz.. den i told her abt ida.. i told ida dat mie n iki oreadi attch.. ida perang wif mie lah seyy.. she cnnt accept d fact tat im attch to her old best friend.. den she sae delete her pic n no.smua.. den i sae ok lor.. den we played wrestling again in d house.. i kena molest by mida.. manje kena molest by iki.. mcm seronok gtu kan drng.. den i kol mida belo.. den she stunt mie.. n lay on top of mie.. pantat.. den aiman join in.. smua ketawa terbahak-bahak... den followed her go down buy aiman's food.. den went bek hm.. den she feed mie.. en afta dat i fall asleep wen she clean aiman as he pass motionz.. den i fall asleep due to sleepiness.. but she nvr disturb mie at all.. 1.30 she woke mie up.. so lembut.. cn cair.. hahakz.. den i wear ma shoes.. den she diri at d gate.. den i hug her.. den she gif mie small tiny luv bite.. pantat tol.. bt still.. love her.. hahakz.. she crazee larh.. meeting her tmrw... wuhoo..!!

I l0vE eU..

Ermm.. Early in d morning da kuar.. FoLLow iki go mit abah.. Hahakz.. den go fetch manje.. cute2 pon giler rupanyer.. hahakz.. den proceed to hiz hse.. datz where i met ma wife.. mida.. starting we didnt tok.. but i dunno hw i ended up toking to her.. hahakz.. den skali aiman kip kepit wif mie.. den i baring 2gether wif her.. mie,mida,manje den iki.. den we play wrestling.. i kena cubit wif mida while iki kena cubit ngan manje.. dua2 da terpekik seyy.. i get to hug her.. but herr cubit uh pain lah seyy.. walau.. i juz so in luv wif her can.. wakakaka.. n aiman d small kid.. wakaka..

A dAe 0uT...

Basically i dunno wat time i wake up.. hahakz.. wake up,bathe den play laptop.. chatted wif kak ann.. kecoh seyy.. she so blurr n so sotong.. wakaka.. i bully her abit oni.. i disturb her until she blushed d other day.. wakaka.. sowie la.. den she ask mie tdae i going out not.. den i loyar buruk wif her.. i sae "no la..go find gal for 1 nite stand.." den i laugh ma head off.. wakaka.. den she sae "lempang kang.." kakak aku nie garang jgk ehk... hahakz.. see la kakak..!! disturb2 eu,adeq termasok ma sockz in d washing machine.. naseb tak basah.. lau tak i wear 1 leg got sockz,d other 1 bare footed.. no sockz.. en ma kakak sae tdae i siao coz i kip laughing non stop.. kak ann la.. make mie laugh.. si belo.. hahakz.. den complain to sum1.. but i didnt get ani scolding.. blueckz...!! da kuar,den i kol her.. she was toking to sum1 den we conference.. en deey ask where am i going.. so i sae 1st fetch ma 1st wife which is iki.. den go fetch ma 2nd wife which is steph den 3rd supposed to mit nel.. but psl dier pnat i told steph let her sleep la..

den go drink at joe's corner tp mkn kat tmpt laen.. steph la.. belo.. she craving for tom yam.. so i layan her kerenah.. hahakz.. kecoh.. den ma big beloved bro,lil,came.. n we had so much fun.. iki bbl ngan hp lain.. steph gurau laen.. hahakz.. den we went up at d hougang plaza coz she nid go toilet.. smua masok.. oni steph jek yg nk gie toilet.. waiting for her,mie,lil n iki sempat amek gambar.. wakaka.. iki da masok,smpai da kuar si steph tak kuar2.. so i shouted "wat eu do seyy.. iki da kuar,eu still inside.." den she sae she cuming out soon.. den go out smoke.. den ma another beloved abg kol mie.. which iz aziq asking mie abt nel.. so i sae nel wif d mak angkat n her prepaid was low.. hehe.. tp yg trpranjatkan waz aziq msg.. she msg "adek,ko kol aku jap" en i waz like since wen she kol mie adeq? sejak nel pnggil aku adeq kot.. wakaka.. cute la krng..

PSST.. We Mit again kae S0on...!! N steph.. go take out d mike in ur throat can?? hahakz.. ur voice uh.. veri loud leh.. waz eating at kpt alone.. but ma brotherz all haf.. after eating,wanna go home... brother baby n hiz frenz stopped mie juz to sae tiz.. "Darling,tdae eu very handsome.." hahakz.. touching kan abg2 aku tu.. hahakz.. dey puji mie in front of minahrepz lah seyy.. malu la saya..!! wakaka...

Im LoST..!!

Ermm.. basically i met up wif ma darlynk which is steph.. hehe.. msg kakak (nel) but she nvr reply.. shud be slping i guess.. tired.. almost everidae go out... tu la.. kaki tak leh diam kan.. kaki nk kena ikat... hahakz.. met steph at rivervale plaza awhile den go afghan.. go Me Teh Tarik.. wif iki n her dad.. her dad blanje.. klaka lah bapak dier... den skali i saw nurul n faz.. den i told iki.. den i heck care dun care like tat.. i lazy la wan go approached dem.. dey were sitting a few tables from us... but we were at d back.. kat corner2.. im glad im over evritink now.. den i haf to follow abah go order food.. den iki ex join.. den we eat n laugh... coz im still in ma world lah.. im like a new baby.. im nt d old baby tat eu ppl noe.. ppl wanna fight,i cudnt care less.. eu wanna die,go ahead la.. im sick n tired oreadi.. do wateva eu wanna do.. but dun come n find mie wen eu regret 1 day.. coz i wont entertain.. no time.. eu chose tat path so go ahead.... betta take d path tat eu wont regret..

i just dunno wat overcome mie.. serious.. until i haf all diz tinking in ma head... haiyo.. maybe bcoz of ppl surrounding mie kot.. D PPL WHO ARE A HYPOCRITE,LIAR,BETRAYER,BASTARDZ.... haish.. i dunno la.. im bcoming out of hand seyy.. but i still noe wat am i doing.. AT LEAST IM NOT A LIAR N A BETRAYER N HYPOCRITE...!! yeah..

PssT...!! i waz shocked to hear tat eu confess to mie tat eu feel scared.. scared of falling for mie..?? hahakz.. ermm.. i dunno abt tat.. yes we are close but ntah ehk.. i do like eu but i nid to haf sum time to cool maself down.. n sum more der sum pplz tat i nid to bash dem up... wakaka.. coz dey deserved it.. n itz nt ma fault.. dey n their big mouth.. Liar wld owaes be a liar la... walau..!! tiz whole week got alot of plan.. tdae,tues go melawat en meet steph.. tmrw no planz.. thurs going dblo.. tp lom conferm.. fri outing wif extended fam.. mlm mayb gie boat quay.. sat,yuyul bday,ma bini yg kecik.. 3 yrs old.. haf to slp der.. compulsory.. sun lom tau.. wah.. nid to plan step by step.. fun perr... she juz msg mie saying to mie tat she haf fallen for mie.. haiya.. alot of galz falling for mie... wakaka.. i didnt wan diz to hppn either.. wakaka... pening kpala aku... bby2...

~WuHo0..~ WaT A dAe..!!

fridae night go mit aziq n liza.. end up aziq kat sengkang.. kat uma catwoman.. den he kol mie n sae tat he kat bwh blk mama.. trpranjat jap aku dgr.. iki lom smpai dier da smpai.. jadi aku tron bwk anak aku,aby.. hahakz.. liza ckp cute.. hahakz.. iki smpai kiter naik jap.. aku mandi,iki mkn den kter tron.. 1st ting aziq carik toilet.. hahakz... en kter gerak gie boat quay.. dlm mrt kecoh sak.. aziq mcm terlpaz dari IMH sak dektu.. wakaka.. bt still ma brudda lup.. wakaka.. we took train n alight at clarke quay.. den we go sit at tangga yg opposite bungee.. mie,liza,aziq en iki.. we had fun.. kutuk2 org.. hahakz.. iki uh ngan aziq.. pantat.. iki ngan muka stone dier.. so we wait for nel.. hahakz.. nel smpai den kter gerak.. starting nel senyap.. den lama kelamaan dier bising... we go kaagan.. datz where i get to noe syaza.. mcm baby garfield.. hahakz..

den skali msk lagu hindustan da..!! walau.. ngantok sak.. den skali iki request for deasi girl song.. my song uh.. wakaka.. den got tiz 1 dancer pkai sari hitam,nama rahima,lawa lah seyy.. dier nyer gelek,wuhoo..!! den i nid to go toilet.. aku ngan confident uh nk bukak pintu mcm stgh mampoz sak.. skali si iki ckp rahima kat dlm.. biler dier kuar,dier senyum abeh skp hi.. punya la lembut.. cair aku.. wakaka.. mie,aziq,iki,liza,nel,sha,syaza,syaz.. kiter maen tukar2 gie pub.. wakaka.. pnat sak.. bleh kuruz sak.. i got complimentz from ppl.. liza sae i handsome.. n she like ma nose.. syaza plak ckp aku cute n she likez ma hair.. last waz stef.. wakaka.. she uh.. can make mie laugh like hell sak.. wakaka.. den i kol nel kakak.. wakaka.. beloved ssyzta.. wakaka.. dey all r nice ppl.. den we go eat breakfast at kdai kopi as stef waz damn hungry.. wakaka.. den sha waz saying something sarcastic,so i tease her bek.. den syaza laugh.. abeh dier bising2.. kecoh la.. stef biler mkn senyap,da bez mkn mulot dier bising alek.. den mie,aziq,nel,stef n liza alek together2 naek 80.. nel landing kat aziq,bb landing kat stef.. dier belai2 smpai aku da tertdo.. hahakz.. den stef ask if she crook,i wan to tackle her anot.. wakaka..

AZIQ..!! make sure eu jaga ma kakak hor...!! eu lose her,i whack ur head wan..!! SYAZA..!! bb nk gambar2 dat eu take la seyy.. hahakz.. d gambar tat i kena squeeze by ur face n nel face.. wakaka.. but cute la krng.. c eu guys soon kae2.. pape picit.. luv eu guyz.. muack...

SiAo2 PpL...

argHH.. tDae nt werking.. wakaka.. i woke up at 2 pluz.. go bathe tgk citer suria den tdo smpai maghrib.. haha.. pnat la seyy.. emily n albert kip kol-ing.. irritating perr.. nk tdo pon tk senang.. walauweii... wakaka.. den soon after aziq kol mie... ajak lpak.. so i go siap n go down n wait fer ma beloved bro to fetch mie... so yarh.. saw her car n wait at ma hze carpark... pantat peh aziq.. horn bdh kuat smpai 1 blk aku dgr.. belo.. den he sae to nad "go2.. bram2.. off eu go.." as nad is seating in front... den he sat bhind wif d gerfy.. i sit infront.. hahakz.. went to bdok res to lpak.. hahakz.. kecoh.. itz like tdae d photo taking session dae... take photoz wif dem.. wakaka... kecoh.. den aziq blanja ice cream.. macam2 kerenah.. see ppl tongue.. nthg better to do izzit..??!! hahakz.. take pic.. smua da mcm mataer seyy.. juz love dem la.. hahakz.. had alot of fun wif dem la.. wakaka... thx for d ice cream n aziq,did eu took d wrong medicine..?? eu are so cheeky tday.. wakaka.. tp cute.. da la amek gambar smua tak senonoh... wakaka... aziq haiyo.. aziq kau nyanyi kan.. can make ppl go melt la seyy.. wakaka.. belo.. i juz had fun wif ya.. wakaka... linda d lone ranger lagyk gilerr.. wakaka.. ader2 jek.. maen carom lah.. aiming la.. hahakz... c eu guys soon kae broz n syzta..!!

ArghH..! ShiT mAn..!!

0n d 29th 0f march.. i mean 0n 28th i slept over at mama_wak hse since d nxt dae i haf to go jemputan.. walau.. but 1 ting wen im wif them i nid not wear baju kurong.. wakaka.. tatz fun.. hahakz.. l0ve it.. iki slept at ma wife(ida) mom's hse at toa payoh since itz our daughter burffy.. i reached mama hse at ar0und 6am 0r 7am... den i waz having ma beauty sleep wen aby,mama youngest child,2 monthz old woke up.. i was like damn... mama uat bdh.. so wat i do was to layan her,gif her puteng.. den dier diam jap den i slept bek.. den she cry again.. haiyo..

den baba came n wake us up.. so i lazy to siap 1st i wake all d small kid to go n bathe 1st.. wakaka.. den afta tat waz mie.. last waz mama.. i tok to mama abt lotz of tingz... wakaka... haish.. i didnt expect eu to be a betrayer n a f**king liar.. but since eu haf diz habitz,im so sorie but i hate betrayer n a liar.. so eu can juz fcuk off from ma lyfe uh basically.. eu changed... eu r nt d person tat i once knew... d person tat i knew didnt lie... haish.. nvm.. en wak came n saw mie lying on d bed.. n asked wen i came.. so i sae since ysterday im wif mama.. den he like dun like dat.. PPL!!! please la... if eu haf ani probz wif other ppl can eu guyz not drag mie in...??!! i dun wanna get involved..!! i dun gif a damn if eu dislike tat person but itz none of ma fcuking businezz.. so ya.. went for jemputan.. naek buz.. papa bwk..

i carry aby all d way.. until got 1 auntie asked whether itz ma child not.. mama sae mama wantz mie to be aby godmum.. so i sae anitink lor.. wakaka.. den in d buz,i put aby at ma lap en both fell aslp.. den i heard mama sae to sha2 "anak beranak tangkap lentok..".. en bby bgn n sae i damn sleepy.. after jemputan,we sent wak n sha2.. den i went bek to mama hse.. tdokan aby ngan aku2 skali tertdo.. den mama sae "lawa la tu anak beranak tdo,conquer katil.." hahakz... i juz love aby.. wakaka.. en went out again.. n again i carry aby d whole dae.. sent aby home at around 10 pluz.. en fetched iki n went changi to eat.. i was lining up at ma stepdad brotherz stall den iki came n gif mie a kish n wish mie a happy bdae.. terperanjat sak.. walau.. en mama oso gif mie a kiss.. wakaka.. en mama bought mie crunch ice cream as ma burffy cake.. n kter sambot 4 org.. quite fun la.. wakaka.. b4 i went to slp iki gif mie a kizh again.. wakaka.. en iki sae she gonna get ma hp bek as a burffy prezzie.. touching kan.. wakaka..

I MIZ EU LA ABY..!!!

D dAe EveRiTinK eNdEd..!!

0n d 24th btwn mie n her ended.. Btwn iki n him ended to0.. Pretty sad.. But surprisingly i didnt cry.. iki cry wen she woke up.. tatz wen aziq wake mie up.. hahakz.. she kol mie... n ajak kuar.. pantat.. n she gif us half an hour to siap.. she fetched us en go fetch rhy.. kecoh sakk nie aziq.. salah jln.. hahakz.. den we go simpang bedok.. but i share d maggi goreng wif ma wifey.. den we go uma iki jap.. amek kasot keje.. en go tamp,mit ma daddy!! miz him la!! hahakz.. im daddy gal mah.. hahakz.. oni jack2 n marini jek ader... en jack2 askd saper yg bwk kreta.. hahakz.. den i go toilet to do business n change to ma werk uniform.. hahakz.. biler patah alek,boi ader.. walau.. den he askd mie maner menghilang.. i sae la werk.. n as per normal,he on mc again.. tak abiz2... haish.. might as well kau tkya masok ns... den we are late for werk.. hahakz.. star karat.. standard.. den i saw kak nadz d manager.. tp tk bbl.. nak alek sempat plak dier stop,pnggil aku en sae bye2.. cute kan.. hahakz..

den tdae 0n d 25th i werk w0 ma wifey which iz iki.. haish.. nt enuf staff sum more.. walau.. hahakz.. nvr take break.. except toilet break.. hahakz.. haish.. en lisha came.. walauweii.. sell ma hp coz tk dpt duit nafkah.. so downgrade ma hp jap.. fcuking sadd... haish.. end of april den cn get bck d hp..!! haish.. ma burfy cumin!! turning 19.. hahakz..

yesterday manager waz emily ngan kak nadz.. den i saw dey assign mie to take orderz.. aku garok kpala jap.. tkder la.. aku lom blaja nk amek order.. en skali kak nadz asked mie "adek,kau tau amek orderz?" i sae no.. en she sae "apa yg kau tau.." en she laugh.. en i sae la "kak,sbnarnyer iki patot ajar tp dier off n she b attch at tpy ph.. adek cuma tau antar mkn,uat soup,prebuzz.." wakaka.. den i askd if izzit okae if i charge ma hp.. en she let mie.. kak nadz is a nice person... hahakz.. msn wif lil n aziq,bleh naek giler.. but lil told mie sumtink tat make mie n iki damn shocked.. n we laugh like hell... hahakz.. but sorry guyz nie antara kter 3 beradik jek.. hahakz...

Thx aLoTz eHkz...

Saturday... Went out wif ma mom n stepdad.. Go expo.. Waz ok la... Derz diz 1 housing agent.. Den ma stepdad wanna look for new house.. So i sae la.. go find at tampines since mie n ma sis dibesarkan kat tampines.. Den d Agent laugh.. hahakz.. end up dey berkenan yg dkt bedok reservoir.. dkat ngan uma rosz.. walau.. den d nxt dae,mie n ma wifey go for interview.. at her old werkplace.. pizza hut.. den saw elaine.. can melt seyy tgk dier.. hahakz.. our long lost fren.. hahakz.. den elaine ckp lau nnt nmpk manager,senyum jek... so mie n iki da mcm bdk bdh uh sengih2 mcm kerang busuk.. skali biler manager dier kuar dua2 nyer jantong lau leh nk kuar.. muka garang nk mampoz.. harimau pon kalah.. hahakz.. kiter pon kutuk2 dier uh.. den diz elaine uat keje taking her own sweet time... en emily d manager interview 1 by 1.. skali bile part aku,terbahak-bahak aku ktawa.. dier okae la.. hahakz.. friendly.. pretty oso.. hahakz..

den go suntec for d jobfair.. stakat ikot cik ngan kakak jek.. peh mendak.. den i kena whacked ngan abg sam.. walau.. terkejot aku.. n he ask where wak.. how d hell i noe.. den afta ternampak mcm2 org.. nxt waz lil.. but i didnt tok much.. dunno y.. hahakz.. den go expo.. hahakz.. buy nenek kueh samprit.. hahakz.. den d galz saw mie n iki n said tat "krng lagyk".. den all laugh.. hahakz.. not ma fault.. da mmg ma nenek nk kueh tu.. hahakz.. even i saw nurul oso i didnt tok..
i realise tat weneva i bumped into ppl,i didnt tok much.. iki wld do d toking.. haish.. y ehk..??

yesterday.. do housewerk.. dpt upah..!! hahakz.. kecoh perr.. ma nenek laugh so cute..!! geram seyy wif her.. den rhy came over ma hse wen i was bathing.. hahakz.. en went out wif rhy suji,iki strawberry,linda d lone ranger,nad d kueh lapis,kak era N lastly ma scandal aziq d char kuey!!!! hahakz.. sorie aziq.. i noe ma wife keep molesting eu.. hahakz.. n i oso molest eu.. hahakz.. ala.. itz all for entertainment wat.. free sum more.. hahakz.. we did haf fun wif eu.. learnt new werds from aziq.. "berhujanan" n "irritation".. hahakz.. b4 going home,all exchange no. hahakz.. kecoh uh drng.. lagyk2 aziq.. went home taking 7 wif ma 2 wifey.. iki n rhy.. hahakz.. n dey tok on a topic.. thx.. until now itz stuck in ma head.. hahakz.. dunno.. i really dunno... dunno wat to do.. wat to sae.. wat to tink.. n im STUCKED..!!

haish..

Haish.. Basically cant get to sleep.. hahakz.. Duno Y... Fikiran?? Nah.. Cant be... Muz be d Milo... Dunno hw many cups i drank tdae.. hehe... wat can i do.. im tired of tinking... n ma fav song has been playing in ma mind.. cinta tersimpul rapi... bcoz i heard it everiwhre i go.. be it at yamah hse.. sha2 hp.. mama hse.. n mama on itz super loud... walau.. tak tergerak aku.. walau.. i mean since wen eu guys tersangkotwif diz song of mine.. hahakz.. i noe la i keep singing diz song non stop last time.. hehe.. but tiz song iz meant for sum1.. hahakz.. n wak waz d person who make mie tersangkot wif tiz song.. oh god..! n itz gonna stay in ma head 4 foreva.. co0l... hahakz.. nvm.. nice song la eventualli..

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Ma Songz.. TiMe f0r mie t0 zZzZz.. hehe...

HeLp Mie CaN...

Ermm.. tdae went to mama hse.. was bored.. haiz.. c ma chinese show as per normal.. en tgk suria en ended up mama toking abt ghost.. walau wei.. en mama haf planz.. at first i tot of going home skali d car bring us to grandlink.. d place whre i wld run lyke ma father place lyke dat.. dun care abt ppl.. but wen eu guys feel down or angry,i dun tink eu even care abt d world.. right..?? so ya.. run like hell... from d 1st floor to basement n up bek to d 1st floor n i sat in d middle of d pavement.. yeah.. cool.. hahakz.. en i ask kak ifa sometink... coz i heard from 2 ppl tat she once was a minahrep.. hahakz.. bila aku tegur,aku jgk yg kena.. hahakz.. en she started to tell mie stories.. hahakz.. en dey went for karaoke.. at 1st i was totally quiet.. den skali i dunno how cum i can start ma nonsense.. but standard wif kak ifa jgk.. mie n kak ifa lau jumper,slamat la.. smua org kter kutok.. n we do tok abt our personal life oso.. hahakz.. she once told mama tat i tried to tackle her daughter n niece.. which is filiyana n caca... den i was like wat the hell.. den i sae uh bkn nk mengatal tp filiyana n caca i met b4 wat at rewang.. aru la kak ifa ingat.. hey.. i miss ma darlynk seyy.. yamah... hahakz.. nvm.. wait for mie kae.. i b der at ur hse tmrw.. hahakz..

*GUYS..!! try diz.. if eu feel angry or down try drinking hot milo.. or run whreva eu wanna run.. but grandlnk is a nice place to run uh.. eu can play corner2.. but want to run,do it at nite.. try it.. fun!! i try it twice liao.. hahakz... n trust mie.. eu cant be bothered wif other ppl... like mie.. hehe.. n eu wld feel just fine.. hahakz.. tatz ma place.. hahakz..

basically im having a mix up feeling.. ma lil ''sis'' told mie tat she haf a feeling tat my fren likes mie.. en i was like ermm.. eu d 5th person saying tat to mie.. but no point if she like mie.. i hope eu b d last person saying tat to mie.. i dun wanna hear it animore.. coz i cant stand it.. serious..

making promises to eu is like doing evritink for eu n nt for ma own.. i break all ma promises to eu once n dun wanna do it again.. but.. itz hard... coz tatz ma routine in ma daily life... i mean b4 eu noe mie.. der eu are outsyd enjoying urself n here i am cramping ma brain lyke shit..! i do seem to be happy but eu left mie alotz of F***ing qnz markz in ma head.. do eu realise tat.. n weneva i ask eu a qnz,eu wld nt ans it n change it to another topic.. Y???? am i supposed to figure it out by maself..??!! but how..??!!!!!! and itz lyke eu has stopped trusting mie.. i oreadi told eu b4 dat i oreadi retired from ma bad habits... n diz promiz i havent even break it.. nt even once.. n im trying ma best nt to get influence.. eu urself noe d prangai of ma frenz surrounding mie.. N eu been keeping tingz from mie.. eu r troubled by somethings but eu didnt wanna tell.. n im worried abt eu.. evritink is gone.. juz vanish into thin air.. seandainyer if 1 day i disappoint eu,im sowie.. im gonna bek off.. coz i cant take it ani longer.. itz been months i suffer... i juz nid ur ans whether eu haf feeling for mie... coz eu r giving mie too much hopez.. n i dun wan to end up knowing dat itz all plain hopez..!! n if tatz hppn,im gonna be worse than how i am in d previous week... TrusT Mie...

ArGhH.. DaMn..!!

Ysterday waz lyke heaven to mie.. after so long nvr tok to her.. ysterday i got to tok to her.. tu pon kena marah.. hahakz.. pasal tak jaga diri.. abeh lau tknk mkn nk uat pe ehk.. ma perot da tknk mkn nk uat per... serious seyy.. i havent overcome d barrier yet actually.. haissh.. wat am i supposed to do.. walauwei... butz itz nice toking to eu.. itz been long.. im sowie aite for hurting eu.. i didnt mean it.. n bb tak sedar pon tat i haf hurt eu until eu tell mie.. im reali sowie.. yes i noe tat i break all ma promises to eu but itz all pasal saper jgk ehk.. n eu told mie tat eu noe tat im nt d type whreby i wld break ma promises.. n yet eu came bek n ask mie to make new promises... but itz lyke harapan seyy.. i went quiet went eu sae belo2 pon sape ehk.. wat do eu expext mie to sae..?? im lyke diz pon pasal saper ehk.. itz eu.. all eu.. im nt blaming eu but wat im trying to sae waz ma world da mcm revolve arnd eu jek... losing eu iz lyke losing evritink.. might as well i gif up on everitink.. tiz iz d real mie wen i lose d person tat i love.. d words dat eu lafazkan kat rc d other time is still in ma mind... haish...

Six Erz 0uTinG..!

We had a group named six ers... ya.. basically all of uz are related.. cuzzins n siblingz.. cool rite.. hehe.. actually i dunnoe anitink abt tiz group until d 1st er mention it.. en i waz lozt for a while.. hahakz.. let mie tell eu who are diz cool six erz.. 1st er is kak fiza.. 2nd is kak eja which is ma elder sister.. 3rd er waz yan.. 4th er waz nor.. 5th er is mie..!! (anoneh).. n d last 6th er waz alin.. hahakz.. we followed by age.. basically... 1st n 3rd er are siblingz.. 2nd n 5th er are siblingz.. 4th n 6th er are siblingz.. but we haf our own partner.. hahakz.. n itz in order too! 1st n 2nd rapat wif each other.. 3rd n 4th oso rapat wif each other.. 5th n 6th rapat wif each other.. n we didnt arrange it.. we been close since we are born...?? itz true n cool.. hahakz..

Actually... our original group name wasnt six erz.. itz started lyke tiz.. lyke i said it was in order.. so our names was sexy,sassy,scary,shorty,sporty n sweety.. tiz name describe d perangai of the six erz.. hahakz.. we been close ever since we are small.. serious.. whereva it iz,d six of us mesti ader nyer.. hahakz.. pluz our mepekz.. hahakz.. lagyk2 nor.. en mie.. hehe..

So ya.. ysterday went out wif ma six erz.. supposedly meet at bedok at 10.30am.. ended up dey reached nearly 11am.. en skali ma kakak bising saying dat nie smua nor nyer pasal.. hahakz.. en aku blur.. aku tanyer lah asl.. kakak ckp lah lau bkn pasal nor drng jumpa kul 11am.. hahakz.. da beli keropok smua den go amek nor n d adeq,alin... salam em en alin sempat make up.. hahakz.. en ma kakak uat muka sedih gtu coz gara2 nor kter kena bgn pagyk.. en nor sae yg suda tu suda la.. hahakz.. en go uma nenek.. mak busu at home.. hahakz.. send benda.. hehe.. so we sit jap n tok to nenek.. nor bully seyy nenek.. ader ke patot dier ckp kiter nk air.. en she volunteer herself to do d air.. hahakz.. but mak busu tgh mandi.. so we tgk citer hanyut jap.. mkn kerepek2.. hehe.. mak busu kuar tanyer nk gie aner,en smua ckp nk pi jalan2.. hehe.. en mak busu ckp nk ikot.. abeh drng suro gerak.. ader ke patot kakak aku tarik aku.. aku terpaksa lah salam nenek..

den go east coast.. tgh jalan2 skali cuaca tgh panas terik plak tu.. abeh kena ngan puteri2 lilin.. hahakz.. skali nor ckp uh kiter ader payong.. red colour.. dier kuarkan dgn sound effect plak tu.. Ta-DA!!!! den skali payong dier tercampak.. abeh dier cuma pegang besi payong tu jek.. hahakz... kekek seyy.. wat a best cuzzin i haf.. hahakz...!! naek cramp seyy perot.. den skali der diz one part yan n kak fiza go n take payong.. en nor kol alin to kuar from d tent to mrh her or wat skali she uat lawak.. cekik darah tau nie nor.. hahakz... abeh kiter ktawa dier tk leh trima.. dier tanya asl.. hujan lebat.. en nor sae lau dier nyanyi mesti tk hujan nyer.. hahakz.. hujan da reda den we proceed go airport.. dunno for what.. hahakz.. en dey go to swensenz... den nor order fries.. en kak fiza order a bday ice cream for mie.. n get another 1 free.. thx guys.. love eu guyss alot mann.. hehe..

GUYS..!!! PESAN FROM 1ST ER.. HOPE ALL THE SIX ERZ WLD BE LYKE TIZ FOREVER.. UNTIL WE HAF KIDZ.. N WE STILL BE HAVING OUTINGZ EVEN WEN WE ARE OLD.. NOTHING WLD CHANGE DARLZ....

LOTZ OF LOVE TO:
1ST ER_KAK FIZA
2ND ER_KAK EJA
3RD ER_YAN
4TH ER_NOR
5TH ER_ANA (ITZ MIE)
6TH ER_ALIN

NOTHING WLD CHANGE.. OUR BONDING IS STRONG.. TAKING CARE GALZ.. MUACCKZ..

A dAe wiF mA BroZ N Siz..!!

papa fetched mie,julie,wak,nasir,sha2 n iki from hougang.. en we proceed to woodland.. amek abg sam n west n north nye bdk2.. hehe.. en we go eat at marsiling.. hehe.. kter lalu masjid.. half of d bdk2 da jalan dpan.. alun,bb,sha2,wak,papa,akiff ngan baby kat blakang.. kena tgl.. sedy seyy.. hahakz.. si alun beri salam kat pakcik yg tgk duduk kat luar masjid.. pakcik tu pun tanyer lar alun nk gie mana.. alun ckp alun nk gie masjid tp nk kena lpazkan traffic light.. bb ngan sha2 ketawa terbahak-bahak.. hehe.. alun pnggil bb ngan sha2 jempot2.. makai... kter gie mkn kat marsiling.. da mkn,da bez mkn smua,alun pekik.. "ehk jempot2..! sdap tak..?" kter dua senyom jek.. hahakz.. abeh dier ngan is kacau iki.. make fun of iki name.. i mean bdk2 nie lau gurau tk ingat dunia.. y muz eu take it to heart seyy.. i tot eu sae tat eu noe em.. abeh iki nangez.. aku ngan sha2 mangkok jek.. mcm gnie nk masok.. haiyo.. hahakz... abg sam lagyk leh ktawakan.. hahakz.. skali alun ckp "kiki..abg alun tkder tissue nk kasi tapi abg alun ader stokin.. leh tak..?" makin aku ktawa seii.. hahakz.. pantat.. hahakz.. en we go changi.. bb pnggil bapokz,drng tknk layan kau.. cekik darah tol.. en i took picz wif kak ipa.. hahakz.. d moment i saw kak ipa,i tron buz n crozz d road n hug her.. hehe.. yamah majok.. coz i didnt sleep over at her hse.. haiya.. i mean nid go home to change clothes n stuff mah.. en next day i cum bek larh.. hehe.. she if can want mie at her house evridae.. hahakz.. coz she bored.. hahakz..

iTz aLL Abt Eu..!!

tiz few daez i been at yamah place..yeah.. juz slack dwn der.. she been veri sweet to mie uh.. hahakz.. derz diz 1 time bb kempunan nk yan2.. en she buy for mie.. skali dua beli.. hehe.. en sha2 ckp part bb yamah beli skali dua.. bila sha mtk 1 pon tak dpat.. hahakz.. i slept 1 room wif sha2 uh basically.. hehe.. bilik yamah ngan sha2 da la directly opposite.. so wateva i do,yamah tgk.. derz diz 1 time wen im really pnat den i wake up time maghrib.. check ma hp n saw 2 msgz.. 1 waz from iki d other 1 waz from yamah.. trpranjat jgk.. she sae tat she geram tgk bb n sae tat im very cute.. bb lozt.. hahakz.. aru angon tdo n she gave mie tat kind of msg.. hahakz.. i mean.. ntah ehk.. d 1st time i met her was at CGH.. hehe.. wen im wif ma anak.. putri.. hehe.. n ma some sort of wife waz der too.. ida.. haish.. bring ma anak go walk2 en aru nk masok lift de faz n nurul kuar dr lift saying tat wak kat smoking area.. patah alek.. haish.. ntah ehk.. tak byk bbl ngan nurul uh.. haish... cant tok as faz is der.. ader jek kter gado tak tentu pasal.. tkder masa aku.. hehe.. nw ma time is oni for yamah,ma broz n maybe werking soon... thx yamah for leaving mie smiling d whole dae.. appreciate it alot..!! hehe..