Ermm.. tdae went to mama hse.. was bored.. haiz.. c ma chinese show as per normal.. en tgk suria en ended up mama toking abt ghost.. walau wei.. en mama haf planz.. at first i tot of going home skali d car bring us to grandlink.. d place whre i wld run lyke ma father place lyke dat.. dun care abt ppl.. but wen eu guys feel down or angry,i dun tink eu even care abt d world.. right..?? so ya.. run like hell... from d 1st floor to basement n up bek to d 1st floor n i sat in d middle of d pavement.. yeah.. cool.. hahakz.. en i ask kak ifa sometink... coz i heard from 2 ppl tat she once was a minahrep.. hahakz.. bila aku tegur,aku jgk yg kena.. hahakz.. en she started to tell mie stories.. hahakz.. en dey went for karaoke.. at 1st i was totally quiet.. den skali i dunno how cum i can start ma nonsense.. but standard wif kak ifa jgk.. mie n kak ifa lau jumper,slamat la.. smua org kter kutok.. n we do tok abt our personal life oso.. hahakz.. she once told mama tat i tried to tackle her daughter n niece.. which is filiyana n caca... den i was like wat the hell.. den i sae uh bkn nk mengatal tp filiyana n caca i met b4 wat at rewang.. aru la kak ifa ingat.. hey.. i miss ma darlynk seyy.. yamah... hahakz.. nvm.. wait for mie kae.. i b der at ur hse tmrw.. hahakz..
*GUYS..!! try diz.. if eu feel angry or down try drinking hot milo.. or run whreva eu wanna run.. but grandlnk is a nice place to run uh.. eu can play corner2.. but want to run,do it at nite.. try it.. fun!! i try it twice liao.. hahakz... n trust mie.. eu cant be bothered wif other ppl... like mie.. hehe.. n eu wld feel just fine.. hahakz.. tatz ma place.. hahakz..
basically im having a mix up feeling.. ma lil ''sis'' told mie tat she haf a feeling tat my fren likes mie.. en i was like ermm.. eu d 5th person saying tat to mie.. but no point if she like mie.. i hope eu b d last person saying tat to mie.. i dun wanna hear it animore.. coz i cant stand it.. serious..
making promises to eu is like doing evritink for eu n nt for ma own.. i break all ma promises to eu once n dun wanna do it again.. but.. itz hard... coz tatz ma routine in ma daily life... i mean b4 eu noe mie.. der eu are outsyd enjoying urself n here i am cramping ma brain lyke shit..! i do seem to be happy but eu left mie alotz of F***ing qnz markz in ma head.. do eu realise tat.. n weneva i ask eu a qnz,eu wld nt ans it n change it to another topic.. Y???? am i supposed to figure it out by maself..??!! but how..??!!!!!! and itz lyke eu has stopped trusting mie.. i oreadi told eu b4 dat i oreadi retired from ma bad habits... n diz promiz i havent even break it.. nt even once.. n im trying ma best nt to get influence.. eu urself noe d prangai of ma frenz surrounding mie.. N eu been keeping tingz from mie.. eu r troubled by somethings but eu didnt wanna tell.. n im worried abt eu.. evritink is gone.. juz vanish into thin air.. seandainyer if 1 day i disappoint eu,im sowie.. im gonna bek off.. coz i cant take it ani longer.. itz been months i suffer... i juz nid ur ans whether eu haf feeling for mie... coz eu r giving mie too much hopez.. n i dun wan to end up knowing dat itz all plain hopez..!! n if tatz hppn,im gonna be worse than how i am in d previous week... TrusT Mie...
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