ArGhH.. DaMn..!!

Ysterday waz lyke heaven to mie.. after so long nvr tok to her.. ysterday i got to tok to her.. tu pon kena marah.. hahakz.. pasal tak jaga diri.. abeh lau tknk mkn nk uat pe ehk.. ma perot da tknk mkn nk uat per... serious seyy.. i havent overcome d barrier yet actually.. haissh.. wat am i supposed to do.. walauwei... butz itz nice toking to eu.. itz been long.. im sowie aite for hurting eu.. i didnt mean it.. n bb tak sedar pon tat i haf hurt eu until eu tell mie.. im reali sowie.. yes i noe tat i break all ma promises to eu but itz all pasal saper jgk ehk.. n eu told mie tat eu noe tat im nt d type whreby i wld break ma promises.. n yet eu came bek n ask mie to make new promises... but itz lyke harapan seyy.. i went quiet went eu sae belo2 pon sape ehk.. wat do eu expext mie to sae..?? im lyke diz pon pasal saper ehk.. itz eu.. all eu.. im nt blaming eu but wat im trying to sae waz ma world da mcm revolve arnd eu jek... losing eu iz lyke losing evritink.. might as well i gif up on everitink.. tiz iz d real mie wen i lose d person tat i love.. d words dat eu lafazkan kat rc d other time is still in ma mind... haish...