ArghH..! ShiT mAn..!!

0n d 29th 0f march.. i mean 0n 28th i slept over at mama_wak hse since d nxt dae i haf to go jemputan.. walau.. but 1 ting wen im wif them i nid not wear baju kurong.. wakaka.. tatz fun.. hahakz.. l0ve it.. iki slept at ma wife(ida) mom's hse at toa payoh since itz our daughter burffy.. i reached mama hse at ar0und 6am 0r 7am... den i waz having ma beauty sleep wen aby,mama youngest child,2 monthz old woke up.. i was like damn... mama uat bdh.. so wat i do was to layan her,gif her puteng.. den dier diam jap den i slept bek.. den she cry again.. haiyo..

den baba came n wake us up.. so i lazy to siap 1st i wake all d small kid to go n bathe 1st.. wakaka.. den afta tat waz mie.. last waz mama.. i tok to mama abt lotz of tingz... wakaka... haish.. i didnt expect eu to be a betrayer n a f**king liar.. but since eu haf diz habitz,im so sorie but i hate betrayer n a liar.. so eu can juz fcuk off from ma lyfe uh basically.. eu changed... eu r nt d person tat i once knew... d person tat i knew didnt lie... haish.. nvm.. en wak came n saw mie lying on d bed.. n asked wen i came.. so i sae since ysterday im wif mama.. den he like dun like dat.. PPL!!! please la... if eu haf ani probz wif other ppl can eu guyz not drag mie in...??!! i dun wanna get involved..!! i dun gif a damn if eu dislike tat person but itz none of ma fcuking businezz.. so ya.. went for jemputan.. naek buz.. papa bwk..

i carry aby all d way.. until got 1 auntie asked whether itz ma child not.. mama sae mama wantz mie to be aby godmum.. so i sae anitink lor.. wakaka.. den in d buz,i put aby at ma lap en both fell aslp.. den i heard mama sae to sha2 "anak beranak tangkap lentok..".. en bby bgn n sae i damn sleepy.. after jemputan,we sent wak n sha2.. den i went bek to mama hse.. tdokan aby ngan aku2 skali tertdo.. den mama sae "lawa la tu anak beranak tdo,conquer katil.." hahakz... i juz love aby.. wakaka.. en went out again.. n again i carry aby d whole dae.. sent aby home at around 10 pluz.. en fetched iki n went changi to eat.. i was lining up at ma stepdad brotherz stall den iki came n gif mie a kish n wish mie a happy bdae.. terperanjat sak.. walau.. en mama oso gif mie a kiss.. wakaka.. en mama bought mie crunch ice cream as ma burffy cake.. n kter sambot 4 org.. quite fun la.. wakaka.. b4 i went to slp iki gif mie a kizh again.. wakaka.. en iki sae she gonna get ma hp bek as a burffy prezzie.. touching kan.. wakaka..

I MIZ EU LA ABY..!!!

D dAe EveRiTinK eNdEd..!!

0n d 24th btwn mie n her ended.. Btwn iki n him ended to0.. Pretty sad.. But surprisingly i didnt cry.. iki cry wen she woke up.. tatz wen aziq wake mie up.. hahakz.. she kol mie... n ajak kuar.. pantat.. n she gif us half an hour to siap.. she fetched us en go fetch rhy.. kecoh sakk nie aziq.. salah jln.. hahakz.. den we go simpang bedok.. but i share d maggi goreng wif ma wifey.. den we go uma iki jap.. amek kasot keje.. en go tamp,mit ma daddy!! miz him la!! hahakz.. im daddy gal mah.. hahakz.. oni jack2 n marini jek ader... en jack2 askd saper yg bwk kreta.. hahakz.. den i go toilet to do business n change to ma werk uniform.. hahakz.. biler patah alek,boi ader.. walau.. den he askd mie maner menghilang.. i sae la werk.. n as per normal,he on mc again.. tak abiz2... haish.. might as well kau tkya masok ns... den we are late for werk.. hahakz.. star karat.. standard.. den i saw kak nadz d manager.. tp tk bbl.. nak alek sempat plak dier stop,pnggil aku en sae bye2.. cute kan.. hahakz..

den tdae 0n d 25th i werk w0 ma wifey which iz iki.. haish.. nt enuf staff sum more.. walau.. hahakz.. nvr take break.. except toilet break.. hahakz.. haish.. en lisha came.. walauweii.. sell ma hp coz tk dpt duit nafkah.. so downgrade ma hp jap.. fcuking sadd... haish.. end of april den cn get bck d hp..!! haish.. ma burfy cumin!! turning 19.. hahakz..

yesterday manager waz emily ngan kak nadz.. den i saw dey assign mie to take orderz.. aku garok kpala jap.. tkder la.. aku lom blaja nk amek order.. en skali kak nadz asked mie "adek,kau tau amek orderz?" i sae no.. en she sae "apa yg kau tau.." en she laugh.. en i sae la "kak,sbnarnyer iki patot ajar tp dier off n she b attch at tpy ph.. adek cuma tau antar mkn,uat soup,prebuzz.." wakaka.. den i askd if izzit okae if i charge ma hp.. en she let mie.. kak nadz is a nice person... hahakz.. msn wif lil n aziq,bleh naek giler.. but lil told mie sumtink tat make mie n iki damn shocked.. n we laugh like hell... hahakz.. but sorry guyz nie antara kter 3 beradik jek.. hahakz...

Thx aLoTz eHkz...

Saturday... Went out wif ma mom n stepdad.. Go expo.. Waz ok la... Derz diz 1 housing agent.. Den ma stepdad wanna look for new house.. So i sae la.. go find at tampines since mie n ma sis dibesarkan kat tampines.. Den d Agent laugh.. hahakz.. end up dey berkenan yg dkt bedok reservoir.. dkat ngan uma rosz.. walau.. den d nxt dae,mie n ma wifey go for interview.. at her old werkplace.. pizza hut.. den saw elaine.. can melt seyy tgk dier.. hahakz.. our long lost fren.. hahakz.. den elaine ckp lau nnt nmpk manager,senyum jek... so mie n iki da mcm bdk bdh uh sengih2 mcm kerang busuk.. skali biler manager dier kuar dua2 nyer jantong lau leh nk kuar.. muka garang nk mampoz.. harimau pon kalah.. hahakz.. kiter pon kutuk2 dier uh.. den diz elaine uat keje taking her own sweet time... en emily d manager interview 1 by 1.. skali bile part aku,terbahak-bahak aku ktawa.. dier okae la.. hahakz.. friendly.. pretty oso.. hahakz..

den go suntec for d jobfair.. stakat ikot cik ngan kakak jek.. peh mendak.. den i kena whacked ngan abg sam.. walau.. terkejot aku.. n he ask where wak.. how d hell i noe.. den afta ternampak mcm2 org.. nxt waz lil.. but i didnt tok much.. dunno y.. hahakz.. den go expo.. hahakz.. buy nenek kueh samprit.. hahakz.. den d galz saw mie n iki n said tat "krng lagyk".. den all laugh.. hahakz.. not ma fault.. da mmg ma nenek nk kueh tu.. hahakz.. even i saw nurul oso i didnt tok..
i realise tat weneva i bumped into ppl,i didnt tok much.. iki wld do d toking.. haish.. y ehk..??

yesterday.. do housewerk.. dpt upah..!! hahakz.. kecoh perr.. ma nenek laugh so cute..!! geram seyy wif her.. den rhy came over ma hse wen i was bathing.. hahakz.. en went out wif rhy suji,iki strawberry,linda d lone ranger,nad d kueh lapis,kak era N lastly ma scandal aziq d char kuey!!!! hahakz.. sorie aziq.. i noe ma wife keep molesting eu.. hahakz.. n i oso molest eu.. hahakz.. ala.. itz all for entertainment wat.. free sum more.. hahakz.. we did haf fun wif eu.. learnt new werds from aziq.. "berhujanan" n "irritation".. hahakz.. b4 going home,all exchange no. hahakz.. kecoh uh drng.. lagyk2 aziq.. went home taking 7 wif ma 2 wifey.. iki n rhy.. hahakz.. n dey tok on a topic.. thx.. until now itz stuck in ma head.. hahakz.. dunno.. i really dunno... dunno wat to do.. wat to sae.. wat to tink.. n im STUCKED..!!

haish..

Haish.. Basically cant get to sleep.. hahakz.. Duno Y... Fikiran?? Nah.. Cant be... Muz be d Milo... Dunno hw many cups i drank tdae.. hehe... wat can i do.. im tired of tinking... n ma fav song has been playing in ma mind.. cinta tersimpul rapi... bcoz i heard it everiwhre i go.. be it at yamah hse.. sha2 hp.. mama hse.. n mama on itz super loud... walau.. tak tergerak aku.. walau.. i mean since wen eu guys tersangkotwif diz song of mine.. hahakz.. i noe la i keep singing diz song non stop last time.. hehe.. but tiz song iz meant for sum1.. hahakz.. n wak waz d person who make mie tersangkot wif tiz song.. oh god..! n itz gonna stay in ma head 4 foreva.. co0l... hahakz.. nvm.. nice song la eventualli..

Cinta Tersimpul Rapi...

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Ma Songz.. TiMe f0r mie t0 zZzZz.. hehe...

HeLp Mie CaN...

Ermm.. tdae went to mama hse.. was bored.. haiz.. c ma chinese show as per normal.. en tgk suria en ended up mama toking abt ghost.. walau wei.. en mama haf planz.. at first i tot of going home skali d car bring us to grandlink.. d place whre i wld run lyke ma father place lyke dat.. dun care abt ppl.. but wen eu guys feel down or angry,i dun tink eu even care abt d world.. right..?? so ya.. run like hell... from d 1st floor to basement n up bek to d 1st floor n i sat in d middle of d pavement.. yeah.. cool.. hahakz.. en i ask kak ifa sometink... coz i heard from 2 ppl tat she once was a minahrep.. hahakz.. bila aku tegur,aku jgk yg kena.. hahakz.. en she started to tell mie stories.. hahakz.. en dey went for karaoke.. at 1st i was totally quiet.. den skali i dunno how cum i can start ma nonsense.. but standard wif kak ifa jgk.. mie n kak ifa lau jumper,slamat la.. smua org kter kutok.. n we do tok abt our personal life oso.. hahakz.. she once told mama tat i tried to tackle her daughter n niece.. which is filiyana n caca... den i was like wat the hell.. den i sae uh bkn nk mengatal tp filiyana n caca i met b4 wat at rewang.. aru la kak ifa ingat.. hey.. i miss ma darlynk seyy.. yamah... hahakz.. nvm.. wait for mie kae.. i b der at ur hse tmrw.. hahakz..

*GUYS..!! try diz.. if eu feel angry or down try drinking hot milo.. or run whreva eu wanna run.. but grandlnk is a nice place to run uh.. eu can play corner2.. but want to run,do it at nite.. try it.. fun!! i try it twice liao.. hahakz... n trust mie.. eu cant be bothered wif other ppl... like mie.. hehe.. n eu wld feel just fine.. hahakz.. tatz ma place.. hahakz..

basically im having a mix up feeling.. ma lil ''sis'' told mie tat she haf a feeling tat my fren likes mie.. en i was like ermm.. eu d 5th person saying tat to mie.. but no point if she like mie.. i hope eu b d last person saying tat to mie.. i dun wanna hear it animore.. coz i cant stand it.. serious..

making promises to eu is like doing evritink for eu n nt for ma own.. i break all ma promises to eu once n dun wanna do it again.. but.. itz hard... coz tatz ma routine in ma daily life... i mean b4 eu noe mie.. der eu are outsyd enjoying urself n here i am cramping ma brain lyke shit..! i do seem to be happy but eu left mie alotz of F***ing qnz markz in ma head.. do eu realise tat.. n weneva i ask eu a qnz,eu wld nt ans it n change it to another topic.. Y???? am i supposed to figure it out by maself..??!! but how..??!!!!!! and itz lyke eu has stopped trusting mie.. i oreadi told eu b4 dat i oreadi retired from ma bad habits... n diz promiz i havent even break it.. nt even once.. n im trying ma best nt to get influence.. eu urself noe d prangai of ma frenz surrounding mie.. N eu been keeping tingz from mie.. eu r troubled by somethings but eu didnt wanna tell.. n im worried abt eu.. evritink is gone.. juz vanish into thin air.. seandainyer if 1 day i disappoint eu,im sowie.. im gonna bek off.. coz i cant take it ani longer.. itz been months i suffer... i juz nid ur ans whether eu haf feeling for mie... coz eu r giving mie too much hopez.. n i dun wan to end up knowing dat itz all plain hopez..!! n if tatz hppn,im gonna be worse than how i am in d previous week... TrusT Mie...

ArGhH.. DaMn..!!

Ysterday waz lyke heaven to mie.. after so long nvr tok to her.. ysterday i got to tok to her.. tu pon kena marah.. hahakz.. pasal tak jaga diri.. abeh lau tknk mkn nk uat pe ehk.. ma perot da tknk mkn nk uat per... serious seyy.. i havent overcome d barrier yet actually.. haissh.. wat am i supposed to do.. walauwei... butz itz nice toking to eu.. itz been long.. im sowie aite for hurting eu.. i didnt mean it.. n bb tak sedar pon tat i haf hurt eu until eu tell mie.. im reali sowie.. yes i noe tat i break all ma promises to eu but itz all pasal saper jgk ehk.. n eu told mie tat eu noe tat im nt d type whreby i wld break ma promises.. n yet eu came bek n ask mie to make new promises... but itz lyke harapan seyy.. i went quiet went eu sae belo2 pon sape ehk.. wat do eu expext mie to sae..?? im lyke diz pon pasal saper ehk.. itz eu.. all eu.. im nt blaming eu but wat im trying to sae waz ma world da mcm revolve arnd eu jek... losing eu iz lyke losing evritink.. might as well i gif up on everitink.. tiz iz d real mie wen i lose d person tat i love.. d words dat eu lafazkan kat rc d other time is still in ma mind... haish...

Six Erz 0uTinG..!

We had a group named six ers... ya.. basically all of uz are related.. cuzzins n siblingz.. cool rite.. hehe.. actually i dunnoe anitink abt tiz group until d 1st er mention it.. en i waz lozt for a while.. hahakz.. let mie tell eu who are diz cool six erz.. 1st er is kak fiza.. 2nd is kak eja which is ma elder sister.. 3rd er waz yan.. 4th er waz nor.. 5th er is mie..!! (anoneh).. n d last 6th er waz alin.. hahakz.. we followed by age.. basically... 1st n 3rd er are siblingz.. 2nd n 5th er are siblingz.. 4th n 6th er are siblingz.. but we haf our own partner.. hahakz.. n itz in order too! 1st n 2nd rapat wif each other.. 3rd n 4th oso rapat wif each other.. 5th n 6th rapat wif each other.. n we didnt arrange it.. we been close since we are born...?? itz true n cool.. hahakz..

Actually... our original group name wasnt six erz.. itz started lyke tiz.. lyke i said it was in order.. so our names was sexy,sassy,scary,shorty,sporty n sweety.. tiz name describe d perangai of the six erz.. hahakz.. we been close ever since we are small.. serious.. whereva it iz,d six of us mesti ader nyer.. hahakz.. pluz our mepekz.. hahakz.. lagyk2 nor.. en mie.. hehe..

So ya.. ysterday went out wif ma six erz.. supposedly meet at bedok at 10.30am.. ended up dey reached nearly 11am.. en skali ma kakak bising saying dat nie smua nor nyer pasal.. hahakz.. en aku blur.. aku tanyer lah asl.. kakak ckp lah lau bkn pasal nor drng jumpa kul 11am.. hahakz.. da beli keropok smua den go amek nor n d adeq,alin... salam em en alin sempat make up.. hahakz.. en ma kakak uat muka sedih gtu coz gara2 nor kter kena bgn pagyk.. en nor sae yg suda tu suda la.. hahakz.. en go uma nenek.. mak busu at home.. hahakz.. send benda.. hehe.. so we sit jap n tok to nenek.. nor bully seyy nenek.. ader ke patot dier ckp kiter nk air.. en she volunteer herself to do d air.. hahakz.. but mak busu tgh mandi.. so we tgk citer hanyut jap.. mkn kerepek2.. hehe.. mak busu kuar tanyer nk gie aner,en smua ckp nk pi jalan2.. hehe.. en mak busu ckp nk ikot.. abeh drng suro gerak.. ader ke patot kakak aku tarik aku.. aku terpaksa lah salam nenek..

den go east coast.. tgh jalan2 skali cuaca tgh panas terik plak tu.. abeh kena ngan puteri2 lilin.. hahakz.. skali nor ckp uh kiter ader payong.. red colour.. dier kuarkan dgn sound effect plak tu.. Ta-DA!!!! den skali payong dier tercampak.. abeh dier cuma pegang besi payong tu jek.. hahakz... kekek seyy.. wat a best cuzzin i haf.. hahakz...!! naek cramp seyy perot.. den skali der diz one part yan n kak fiza go n take payong.. en nor kol alin to kuar from d tent to mrh her or wat skali she uat lawak.. cekik darah tau nie nor.. hahakz... abeh kiter ktawa dier tk leh trima.. dier tanya asl.. hujan lebat.. en nor sae lau dier nyanyi mesti tk hujan nyer.. hahakz.. hujan da reda den we proceed go airport.. dunno for what.. hahakz.. en dey go to swensenz... den nor order fries.. en kak fiza order a bday ice cream for mie.. n get another 1 free.. thx guys.. love eu guyss alot mann.. hehe..

GUYS..!!! PESAN FROM 1ST ER.. HOPE ALL THE SIX ERZ WLD BE LYKE TIZ FOREVER.. UNTIL WE HAF KIDZ.. N WE STILL BE HAVING OUTINGZ EVEN WEN WE ARE OLD.. NOTHING WLD CHANGE DARLZ....

LOTZ OF LOVE TO:
1ST ER_KAK FIZA
2ND ER_KAK EJA
3RD ER_YAN
4TH ER_NOR
5TH ER_ANA (ITZ MIE)
6TH ER_ALIN

NOTHING WLD CHANGE.. OUR BONDING IS STRONG.. TAKING CARE GALZ.. MUACCKZ..

A dAe wiF mA BroZ N Siz..!!

papa fetched mie,julie,wak,nasir,sha2 n iki from hougang.. en we proceed to woodland.. amek abg sam n west n north nye bdk2.. hehe.. en we go eat at marsiling.. hehe.. kter lalu masjid.. half of d bdk2 da jalan dpan.. alun,bb,sha2,wak,papa,akiff ngan baby kat blakang.. kena tgl.. sedy seyy.. hahakz.. si alun beri salam kat pakcik yg tgk duduk kat luar masjid.. pakcik tu pun tanyer lar alun nk gie mana.. alun ckp alun nk gie masjid tp nk kena lpazkan traffic light.. bb ngan sha2 ketawa terbahak-bahak.. hehe.. alun pnggil bb ngan sha2 jempot2.. makai... kter gie mkn kat marsiling.. da mkn,da bez mkn smua,alun pekik.. "ehk jempot2..! sdap tak..?" kter dua senyom jek.. hahakz.. abeh dier ngan is kacau iki.. make fun of iki name.. i mean bdk2 nie lau gurau tk ingat dunia.. y muz eu take it to heart seyy.. i tot eu sae tat eu noe em.. abeh iki nangez.. aku ngan sha2 mangkok jek.. mcm gnie nk masok.. haiyo.. hahakz... abg sam lagyk leh ktawakan.. hahakz.. skali alun ckp "kiki..abg alun tkder tissue nk kasi tapi abg alun ader stokin.. leh tak..?" makin aku ktawa seii.. hahakz.. pantat.. hahakz.. en we go changi.. bb pnggil bapokz,drng tknk layan kau.. cekik darah tol.. en i took picz wif kak ipa.. hahakz.. d moment i saw kak ipa,i tron buz n crozz d road n hug her.. hehe.. yamah majok.. coz i didnt sleep over at her hse.. haiya.. i mean nid go home to change clothes n stuff mah.. en next day i cum bek larh.. hehe.. she if can want mie at her house evridae.. hahakz.. coz she bored.. hahakz..

iTz aLL Abt Eu..!!

tiz few daez i been at yamah place..yeah.. juz slack dwn der.. she been veri sweet to mie uh.. hahakz.. derz diz 1 time bb kempunan nk yan2.. en she buy for mie.. skali dua beli.. hehe.. en sha2 ckp part bb yamah beli skali dua.. bila sha mtk 1 pon tak dpat.. hahakz.. i slept 1 room wif sha2 uh basically.. hehe.. bilik yamah ngan sha2 da la directly opposite.. so wateva i do,yamah tgk.. derz diz 1 time wen im really pnat den i wake up time maghrib.. check ma hp n saw 2 msgz.. 1 waz from iki d other 1 waz from yamah.. trpranjat jgk.. she sae tat she geram tgk bb n sae tat im very cute.. bb lozt.. hahakz.. aru angon tdo n she gave mie tat kind of msg.. hahakz.. i mean.. ntah ehk.. d 1st time i met her was at CGH.. hehe.. wen im wif ma anak.. putri.. hehe.. n ma some sort of wife waz der too.. ida.. haish.. bring ma anak go walk2 en aru nk masok lift de faz n nurul kuar dr lift saying tat wak kat smoking area.. patah alek.. haish.. ntah ehk.. tak byk bbl ngan nurul uh.. haish... cant tok as faz is der.. ader jek kter gado tak tentu pasal.. tkder masa aku.. hehe.. nw ma time is oni for yamah,ma broz n maybe werking soon... thx yamah for leaving mie smiling d whole dae.. appreciate it alot..!! hehe..